{"id":117,"date":"2022-10-09T16:36:57","date_gmt":"2022-10-09T16:36:57","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/tdp.mtse.co.uk\/?p=117"},"modified":"2022-10-09T16:36:57","modified_gmt":"2022-10-09T16:36:57","slug":"i-see-a-darkness","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/tdp.mtse.co.uk\/?p=117","title":{"rendered":"I See A Darkness"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I see a darkness,<br>Deep inside my soul,<br>I see a darkness,<br>Eating me up whole,<br>Day by day, sunrise, sunset,<br>I ask myself how much longer?<br>Because as I get weaker,<br>This darkness gets stronger,<br><br>I see a darkness,<br>Deep within my heart,<br>I see a darkness,<br>It\u2019s been there since the start,<br>I used to try and fight,<br>I used to want to fight,<br>But now I let it destroy me,<br>All day and all night,<br><br>I see a darkness,<br>Running through my veins,<br>I see a darkness,<br>Calling out my name,<br>I could call it the devil,<br>But the darkness is far beyond that,<br>It circles me like a vulture,<br>And I can\u2019t deal with that,<br><br>I see a darkness,<br>It won\u2019t ever set me free,<br>I see a darkness,<br>Constantly torturing me,<br>This darkness, it said, <br>\u201cI have a confession\u201d<br>\u201cI am all that is dark\u201d<br>\u201cThe route of all depression\u201d<br><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I see a darkness,Deep inside my soul,I see a darkness,Eating me up whole,Day by day, sunrise, sunset,I ask myself how much longer?Because as I get weaker,This darkness gets stronger, I see a darkness,Deep within my heart,I see a darkness,It\u2019s been there since the start,I used to try and fight,I used to want to fight,But now&hellip;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_acf_changed":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-117","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-poems"],"acf":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/tdp.mtse.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/117","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/tdp.mtse.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/tdp.mtse.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tdp.mtse.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tdp.mtse.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=117"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/tdp.mtse.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/117\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":126,"href":"https:\/\/tdp.mtse.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/117\/revisions\/126"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/tdp.mtse.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=117"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tdp.mtse.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=117"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tdp.mtse.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=117"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}