{"id":119,"date":"2022-10-09T16:36:26","date_gmt":"2022-10-09T16:36:26","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/tdp.mtse.co.uk\/?p=119"},"modified":"2022-10-09T16:36:26","modified_gmt":"2022-10-09T16:36:26","slug":"jump","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/tdp.mtse.co.uk\/?p=119","title":{"rendered":"Jump"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I might climb to the top of a tower,<br>And shoot all you fuckers down,<br>Then put a bullet in myself,<br>Cos inner peace I\u2019ve never found,<br>Maybe\u2026 I\u2019ll just jump,<br><br>I might try and find a dealer,<br>And overdose on cocaine,<br>I might travel back to the 1800\u2019s,<br>And just say I\u2019m insane,<br>Or maybe\u2026. I\u2019ll just jump,<br><br>Maybe I\u2019ll snap my neck,<br>If only I had the strength,<br>Or run to the edge of a cliff,<br>But deliberately misjudge the length,<br>Or maybe\u2026. I\u2019ll just jump,<br><br>I might go for a walk,<br>As long as it\u2019s down the M25,<br>Walk into oncoming traffic,<br>Anything just to not be alive,<br>Or maybe\u2026 I\u2019ll just jump,<br><br>I might swim out to sea,<br>That way I could drown,<br>It will be quicker though,<br>If I weigh myself down,<br>Or maybe\u2026 I\u2019ll just jump,<br><br>I might slice my wrists,<br>Downwards, not sideways,<br>Cut the vein right open,<br>I might do that today,<br>Or maybe\u2026 I\u2019ll just jump,<br><br>Too many options,<br>For me to decide,<br>I just need to kill myself,<br>Cos I\u2019m already dead inside,<br>So fuck it\u2026 I\u2019ll just jump.<br><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I might climb to the top of a tower,And shoot all you fuckers down,Then put a bullet in myself,Cos inner peace I\u2019ve never found,Maybe\u2026 I\u2019ll just jump, I might try and find a dealer,And overdose on cocaine,I might travel back to the 1800\u2019s,And just say I\u2019m insane,Or maybe\u2026. I\u2019ll just jump, Maybe I\u2019ll snap my&hellip;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_acf_changed":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-119","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-poems"],"acf":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/tdp.mtse.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/119","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/tdp.mtse.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/tdp.mtse.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tdp.mtse.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tdp.mtse.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=119"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/tdp.mtse.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/119\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":125,"href":"https:\/\/tdp.mtse.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/119\/revisions\/125"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/tdp.mtse.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=119"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tdp.mtse.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=119"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tdp.mtse.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=119"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}