{"id":518,"date":"2023-04-11T16:39:33","date_gmt":"2023-04-11T16:39:33","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/tdp.mtse.co.uk\/?p=518"},"modified":"2023-04-11T16:39:33","modified_gmt":"2023-04-11T16:39:33","slug":"please-dont-notice-me","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/tdp.mtse.co.uk\/?p=518","title":{"rendered":"Please Don&#8217;t Notice Me"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Please don\u2019t notice me,<br>I\u2019m in a bad place today,<br>Please just leave me be,<br>And let me fade away,<br>I\u2019m very anxious and nervous,<br>And I\u2019m holding back tears,<br>Lost in a tearful fearful emptiness,<br>And it\u2019s been building up for years,<br>I have stuff to sort today,<br>It\u2019s the reason I was forced to come outside,<br>I just hope that I\u2019ve sobered up enough,<br>And that you don\u2019t notice how much I\u2019ve cried,<br>I just want to do what I need to do,<br>Then get back home A.S.A.P.<br>So please don\u2019t let me break,<br>Please don\u2019t notice me,<br>I know I\u2019m failing in life,<br>I know I\u2019m a pathetic excuse of a man,<br>I know I\u2019ve fucked up and need to get a grip,<br>But I\u2019m so fragile I don\u2019t know if I can,<br>I won\u2019t get in your way,<br>So please just let me do what I need to do,<br>And If you leave me be,<br>I promise I won\u2019t breakdown in front of you.<br>Please don\u2019t notice me,<br>I beg of you once again,<br>Please don\u2019t notice me,<br>I am at my end.<br><br>Wrote on 11\/04\/2023<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Please don\u2019t notice me,I\u2019m in a bad place today,Please just leave me be,And let me fade away,I\u2019m very anxious and nervous,And I\u2019m holding back tears,Lost in a tearful fearful emptiness,And it\u2019s been building up for years,I have stuff to sort today,It\u2019s the reason I was forced to come outside,I just hope that I\u2019ve sobered up&hellip;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_acf_changed":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-518","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-poems"],"acf":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/tdp.mtse.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/518","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/tdp.mtse.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/tdp.mtse.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tdp.mtse.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tdp.mtse.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=518"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/tdp.mtse.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/518\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":532,"href":"https:\/\/tdp.mtse.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/518\/revisions\/532"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/tdp.mtse.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=518"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tdp.mtse.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=518"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tdp.mtse.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=518"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}