A thug in a white coat giving me medication,
Locked up for a month for angry meditation,
All I hear is the crazies screaming,
With me mad as a hatter thinking I\u2019m dreaming,
Looking at the bruises that the coppers gave me,
Praying to my atheist god too come and save me,
Getting my backie stolen when I go for a piss,
A nurse handing me a razor hoping I\u2019ll slice up my wrists,
I\u2019m so scared that it\u2019s making me worse,
Playing with witchcraft and voodoo dolls to lift this curse,
Talking to my hallucinations like a nuisance passenger,
If he steals my lighter again I\u2019m going on a massacre,
Can\u2019t stop laughing whilst I\u2019m crying,
My mind gone mad, slowly dying,
So confused, can\u2019t stop if\u2019ing and why\u2019ing,
Off my head, reality I keep defying,
I\u2019m in this nut house howling at the moon,
What did you expect from someone who\u2019s crazy as a loon,
Big bad bully nurses picking on me,
My hallucinations aint the only evil that I see,
But complaining falls on death ears and eyes don\u2019t see
Cos I\u2019m mentally ill so no one will listen to me,
So I\u2019ll do my time, write my rhymes,
And one day I\u2019ll be out in no time,
Just serve this sentence of evil and hate,
Then this crazy man can walk straight out the gate
Then I\u2019m out on the streets and I see all your normals,
Chaos and madness but it\u2019s presented as formal,
It\u2019s obvious that I stand out like a sore thumb,
So confused that this is what I wanted, I feel dumb,
Is it me or is it you that is ill\u2019er,
I\u2019m a newly released mental patient walking around with killers,
The normality sends me crazy,
Whilst the blood on your hands makes you all lazy,
I don\u2019t want to be in a nuthouse all my life,
But when you\u2019re married to crazy and madness is your wife,
The streets are dangerous, to dangerous for me,
Even tho the devil I do see,
I got released, a free man I am,
But the madness I have is minimal compared to my fellow man,
I\u2019m scared, I\u2019m alone, I\u2019m having a panic attack,
So Fuck this shit\u2026\u2026 I\u2019m going back!
Wrote on: 30\/01\/2023<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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