{"id":731,"date":"2024-01-18T18:07:49","date_gmt":"2024-01-18T18:07:49","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/tdp.mtse.co.uk\/?p=731"},"modified":"2024-01-18T18:07:49","modified_gmt":"2024-01-18T18:07:49","slug":"what-do-i-want-from-this-life","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/tdp.mtse.co.uk\/?p=731","title":{"rendered":"What Do I Want From This Life?"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I don&#8217;t want happiness to just be a word,<br>I don&#8217;t want the idea of stable life to be absurd,<br>I don&#8217;t want my pain to be my earning,<br>I don&#8217;t want the value of my own life to be concerning,<br>I don&#8217;t want to be scared no more,<br>I don&#8217;t want to keep losing everything I cherish and adore,<br>I don&#8217;t want to be different, weird, unique or even the same,<br>I don&#8217;t want to feel sick when I hear my own name,<br>I don&#8217;t want to remember but I don&#8217;t want to forget,<br>I want to give up, but I don&#8217;t want to quit,<br>I don\u2019t want to disbelieve someone\u2019s true love for me,<br>I don\u2019t want to imprison myself anymore; I want to be set free,<br><br>I don\u2019t want to have been conditioned or programmed wrong,<br>And I want hear the words and melody and not just the song,<br><br>I want acceptance of who I am in my mind,<br>And I don\u2019t want to keep searching for answers when theres none to find,<br><br>I have worn my mask for so long,<br>That even I can\u2019t remember what I now look like,<br>But I\u2019ve realised you can\u2019t open your eyes,<br>When long ago you lost your sight,<br><br>So to answer your question,<br>What do I want from this life?<br>I want to let myself live,<br>And to actually have a life\u2026.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Wrote on: 18\/01\/2024<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I don&#8217;t want happiness to just be a word,I don&#8217;t want the idea of stable life to be absurd,I don&#8217;t want my pain to be my earning,I don&#8217;t want the value of my own life to be concerning,I don&#8217;t want to be scared no more,I don&#8217;t want to keep losing everything I cherish and adore,I&hellip;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_acf_changed":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-731","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-poems"],"acf":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/tdp.mtse.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/731","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/tdp.mtse.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/tdp.mtse.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tdp.mtse.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tdp.mtse.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=731"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/tdp.mtse.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/731\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":734,"href":"https:\/\/tdp.mtse.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/731\/revisions\/734"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/tdp.mtse.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=731"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tdp.mtse.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=731"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tdp.mtse.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=731"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}