Anger builds up inside of me,
Over the littlest of things,
I have a little chuckle and a cry,
Mind goes blank of everything,
News on the TV,
The worlds going to end,
But everything\u2019s going to be ok,
At least I try to pretend,
My mind can\u2019t focus,
On anything other than nothing,
I remember that song on the radio,
But I don\u2019t know how to sing,
I sleepwalk most of the time,
But I think I\u2019m awake,
Everything is so surreal,
In this dream like state,
The stress of it all,
Is taking its toll on me,
And all I\u2019m trying to do,
Is be the man you want me to be,
I zone out all the time,
And hear nothing when you speak,
I need to see a doctor,
But he\u2019s busy all week,
I don\u2019t really know,
What\u2019s happening around me,
I need a shower,
But my mind chooses what I see,
People all around me,
Laugh at the same old joke,
I would normally laugh,
But I\u2019m not the same old bloke,
I have a little cry,
In the office\u2019s storeroom cupboard,
I need time for myself,
As too much information is stored,
I drift from day to day,
Not really knowing what\u2019s going on,
But I\u2019m standing on top of a bridge,
Not really knowing what went wrong,
My clothes dishevelled,
My mind in a heap,
As I fall to the ground,
I smile and fall asleep.
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