Please don’t notice me,
I’m in a bad place today,
Please just leave me be,
And let me fade away,
I’m very anxious and nervous,
And I’m holding back tears,
Lost in a tearful fearful emptiness,
And it’s been building up for years,
I have stuff to sort today,
It’s the reason I was forced to come outside,
I just hope that I’ve sobered up enough,
And that you don’t notice how much I’ve cried,
I just want to do what I need to do,
Then get back home A.S.A.P.
So please don’t let me break,
Please don’t notice me,
I know I’m failing in life,
I know I’m a pathetic excuse of a man,
I know I’ve fucked up and need to get a grip,
But I’m so fragile I don’t know if I can,
I won’t get in your way,
So please just let me do what I need to do,
And If you leave me be,
I promise I won’t breakdown in front of you.
Please don’t notice me,
I beg of you once again,
Please don’t notice me,
I am at my end.

Wrote on 11/04/2023