When I wake up with tears in my eyes, I survive,

When my head screams that I am worthless, I survive,

When I feel like there is no hope, I survive,

When I scream and beg for it all to stop, I survive,

When no one will answer that phone, I survive,

When I am lost, scared and alone, I survive,

And even though I don’t know why I want to……. I always will.


I was born alone and I’ll die alone,
And even if sanity does not call my mind it’s home,
If the skies and seas that I travel,
Are in fact just mud, dirt and gravel,
If reality is not mine,
Then I will not waste my time,
Focusing on what I do not know,
Cos my existence is too precious to throw,
The birds and the bees,
The sun and seas,
They fought me,
But they also thought me,
That life ain’t for the weak,
And if you want a voice you have to speak,
Courage comes from fear,
Strength from weakness,
Gain from loss,
And hope from bleakness,


Cos when I am at my lowest,
That is when I shall thrive,
Life you will never beat me,
Cos guess what motherfucker….. I will ALWAYS survive!!!!!

Wrote on the morning of 09/05/2024 after 20 minutes of crying which started the moment I woke up.

We Gotta Keep On Keeping On…. I’ve got this….. You’ve Got This……. Stay Strong Party People!!!